beside encourage
i juz do nothin', empty, totally zero
day by day
i'm so useless,
depress came over me...
takin' control of me
full of sadness,
is this my life ?
juz end up like this ?
every mornin'....text-ing msg myself
knowing that nobody is going to reply...
but still,
my body,my hand, my brain..
all are goin' to lose control....
"they" are so willing to giving u a msg
juz to not let you feel worried
day by day
my daily life are used to be like that
its already became a habit
can't live without this
pretend to be happy,
giving a zero temperatures smile for every person...
is that me, myself ?
if your heart is the pillow,
please let me cuddle it tide
and if this love is the bed,
please warm me up
tell me what is the music inside my head...
so beautiful, so stunning....its already enough for me
hold it tide
and won't let it go
hope that u r so..
