Contentment

beside encourage

i juz do nothin', empty, totally zero

day by day

i'm so useless,

depress came over me...

takin' control of me

full of sadness, 

is this my life ?

juz end up like this ?

every mornin'....text-ing msg myself

knowing that nobody is going to reply...

but still, 

my body,my hand, my brain..

all are goin' to lose control....

"they" are so willing to giving u a msg

juz to not let you feel worried

day by day

my daily life are used to be like that
its already became a habit

can't live without this

pretend to be happy, 

giving a zero temperatures smile for every person...

is that me, myself ?

if your heart is the pillow,

please let me cuddle it tide

and if this love is the bed,

please warm me up

tell me what is the music inside my head...

so beautiful, so stunning....its already enough for me

hold it tide

and won't let it go

hope that u r so..