不哭

不舍得

很怀念

虽然不希望, 但最终用尽全力还是保护不了

自己没用, 我承认了,

保护不了自己想拥有的未来, 我也认了

没能给到真正的快乐, 真的对不起

黑夜的来袭, 情不自禁会湿了眼眶,

盖着被, 想起彼此的从前, 

那该死的安静的夜晚, 总是害得我眼睛又红又肿,

怀疑自己的能力, 是不是真的这么弱小不堪

我想,  或许是吧

想要一起到无尽头的以后, 手中的指南针却一直指错了方向

对不起带错了路, 方向走位, 迷惘,

不想也不会再哭,

至少你我都记得很清楚,

不管做什么,决定什么, 都是在为彼此祝福

仅此而已

为我的无能说声对不起...:'-(

Alone

Pale broken wings, we're just a little tired

from the sky which is too blue

don't do it for anyone else

just smile for yourself

loneliness is still creeping up, a candle lit up inside

totally incompatible with a splendid bustling party
Totally..

and...

I was the one who took your bullshit

I was the one who actually cared about you
I was the one who stuck around even somebodies told me to leave
I was the one who love you even when you gave me every reason not to
Lastly I was the one who was there for you when no one else was...
Now, I was the only one who felt loneliness

Our love is heading to the fallen
Deep inside, in the dark
Nothing...

God is able

Click it !
( Hillsong LIVE - God Is Able - Worktape - God is Able )

Christian songs are so nice...
I love it so much.
It healed me just by these musics
Peaceful, nothing can hurt me anymore, cause our God is able

Hosanna

I see the king of glory

Coming on the clouds with fire

The whole earth shakes, the whole earth shakes

I see His love and mercy

Washing over all our sin

The peaople sing, the people sing

Hosanna, Hosanna

Hosanna in the highest

Hosanna, Hosanna

Hosanna in the highest

I see a generation

Rising up to take the place

With selfless faith, with selfless faith

I see a near revival

Stirring as we pray and seek

We're on our knees, we're on our knees

Heal my heart and make it clean

Open up my eyes to the things unseen

Show me how to love like You have loved me

Break my heart for what breaks Yours

Everything I am for Your Kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity

You are the One..

the Only One

我

我,平时大大咧咧

我,从不理解为什么要小气,斤斤计较,洁癖怪,条理怪

但对这重要的人和事

都会无比执着,

忍让,

变得毫无自我,

没了原则,

不断进步,

神经质,喜欢伤害自己完成别人

我的责任感很重??

总觉得有时宁可委屈自己,去保护重要的人

总觉得自己很鸡婆,对自己在乎的人会像个阿妈一样,唠叨个不停

语气上却包含着心疼,是吗?

总觉得自己很腹黑,

自己有委屈和困难,不喜欢麻烦别人,不会主动寻求说明

总喜欢死撑到低,

总觉得自己不被任何人需要

我算什么,为什么会如此悲伤

我的双倍在乎不应该有着如此的回报的..不是吗

接下来的日子,

是不是都得,一个人忙,

一个人累,

一个人烦恼,

一个人体会,

一个人享受......

一个人开心??

may god take away my hurts

dear lord, please, please heal me with your holy hands

please show me the way

guide me to the right place,

in Jesus's name i pray,

Amen..

Believe

I don't know how I got here

i knew it wouldn't be easy

but your faith in me was so clear

it didn't matter how many times I got knocked on the floor

but you knew one day I would be standing tall

just look at me now

Cause everythin' start from something 

but something would be nothing

nothing if your heart didn't dream with me

Where would I be, if you didn't believe

There were days when I was just broken, 

There were nights when I was doubting myself

but you kept my heart from falling

It didn't matter how many times I got knocked on the floor
Just look at us now

where would i be, if you didn't believe

would I know how it feels to touch the sky, if you didn't believe

I'm not feeling well

又要开始了吗

好害怕

郁闷

我缺乏了自信

我就是如此,可惜....没人了解

我的忧郁不定

人生地不熟...凡是都得小心

真的很想进去

我不想再离你那么远了

害怕

我该怎么办

我束手无策

心里的不安湿了的眼眶

真的很虚弱

我只想用尽全力抓住你的双手

不管去到哪里

...可是我并没有丁点让你依赖的本事

真的很没用...不知道还有谁可以了解我多一些

我救不了我自己

从前那正成的笑容变成了虚伪的笑容后来连笑容都无法伪装了

是个深渊

你愿意为我做那么一点点吗

我丧失了的自信,你能为我补填些吗

我的安全感...薄弱至极限了

我不断挣扎想赢得你一点的关注

最终还是什么都没有

比以前更薄弱

你能不能让我感受一下那被你在乎的滋味

我不想再被你忽略

我不想再让它生病,我不想再让它枯萎

即使是绝症....这世上一定存在着奇迹的

我很努力

我没有常人的表达能力,承认这点

但我深信着我有颗绝对努力的用心

我不会说话...我总是很安静...

我并不是在心计于什么

我就是那么纯粹的安静

别再让我感到失望伤心

别再让我丧失自信了好吗...我说你

接下来的日子

我会好好过的...保持联系

要让我痊愈啊

要救我

把快乐分享给我

别再让我一个人....郁闷无奈甚至不知所措